Someone I thought of her as my bestfriend that the person can understand what I done for her is to better her academic score. And she know the reason why I have to urge her to study harder. She has promised me that she would never do the things that will make her disattract from schoolwork,
and won t sleep in class half a day and no one can wake her up. She had told me that on a note, she said what I urge her, told her to study can push her to work hard, she said she won t be angry about it. Also, she swear she wasn t too fool to devastated her future life. But now she did those thing again. Yap, I am not happy about this.
But something that make me disappointed was her reaction, she told others that I am so middlesome.... This word annoyed me.
I have told her "I don t want to see my friend attend into a bad university and be sad about the score she get on the admission test. I wanna help my friend to improve her schoolwork, and we can attend the National Technological University join hands happily and laught out loud together. I don t wanna see my friend walk into a dark future or a bevel rail."
One word "middlesome" make me felt annoyed, cold-hearted, forgone and disappointed. And this word told me somewords. " It s not your business, Wendy!! Why you have to put this responsibility, such a stressful thing, be a person that other think you are middlesome. It s not your business whichever university she will go. You don t and shouldn t urge her to study hardly, cause it s her business, her future, her lifespan, not YOURS!! So why you feel so unhapppy about this, why you feel nervous about her future. It s nonsense, isn t it. Why you just keep your pace on the right rail, and study hard, get into your dream university?! And then Just have a big beam smile for yourself. Don t be annoyed about those thing. After all, it s not your business.
I don t wanna have quarrel to her. But she did the things against what she had promised me.
Even though, it s no necessary to have a fight, a cold war, or become enemy. Yesterday I thougt and pondered about this question. Why I have to urge somebody tiredly like this, and be offensive by somebody. It s make me powerless and disappointed really, it s a heartbroken weekday. So I decide that just be friend like common.... and I won t interfere her anything, won t murmur sth she don t wanna her, won t stop her while her walking toward the wrong direction.
Above all, just what I want to said. Now I don t wanna thinking about or worry about others stuff. I just wanna have a carefree life and just keep myself in my direction toward my future.
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