randomly reading someone's diary which briefly talked about a particular date brought my memory back to my first date in college. it wasn't even a date, a semi-date rather. anyway it made me think about my personality.
that led me to remember what i read long ago somewhere that quoted einstein who said THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS WHETHER YOU THINK THE UNIVERSE IS FRIENDLY.
i don't know exactly what he meant but i have my own idea and interpretation, which made me think further and deeper...my mindset, personality and all that.
when i do well, i feel i could've done better. when i don't, i hold myself and other things or people responsible. that's not a friendly universe. in that universe challenges and adversaries are everywhere, life is a race and it's me against the world.
i need to be in harmony with the universe. that way, it'll be friendlier and i, much happier.