又是失眠的一天
明明很累卻無法入眠
想著許多事情
也回想了許多回憶
也想了未來
或許我只是不想傷害自己更不想要傷害別人
但或許我已經傷害到自己也傷害到別人
很矛盾的
這樣的問題一直在我腦海裡打轉著

看似平靜的生活
卻有許多的包容忍耐在維持這樣的生活
問了問自己是否喜歡這樣的生活
我的回答是:雖然不喜歡,但卻習慣了
但摻雜了許多成份
或喜或悲,但至少我知道這是我所選擇的
必須自己去承擔
快不快樂,必須要自己想通自己改變!!
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When There Was Me and You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true

But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you