雖然說該交待的都差不多了，

但還是有種超現實的感覺。

可能是因為還沒真的開始整理行李和搬家的關係吧。

就要離開了，唯一讓我掛心的是外婆，

她老人家年紀大了，雖然嘴巴上沒說，但我知道，她很捨不得我去這麼遠的地方。



我心中對未來有很多計畫，

這些事情已經在腦中盤旋了好幾個月，

從藍圖到細節到步驟，慢慢慢慢一天比一天清晰，

有沒有成功的把握，說真的我不知道，

但我已蓄勢待發，畢竟，要先有開端才看得清變數，才能應變和修正。

現在唯一能懇切說的只有，我從來沒有對一份工作這麼認真過，

哈哈，那正是因為這份工作對我來說不僅是工作吧!



至親好友對我耳提面命的都是同一件事，

看來我這個人在他們眼裡真的活的太隨興，

隨興還是任性?

大概都有吧。

就好比說，我明明是出發去山上砍柴，但搞不好卻摘了一堆花回來，

誰知道呢?!

對我來說，留在心裡的，永遠比握在手裡的還重要。

至於什麼值不值得之類的問題，

呵，唯一能審判的法官，也只有我自己而已，不是嗎?



不管將來如何，

我知道我絕對不會後悔的。



想起一首歌，很適合現在的我的心情。




Elbow - Weather To Fly 《The Seldom Seen Kid》- 2008 水星音樂大獎

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Are we having the time of our life?
Are we having the time of our lives?
Are we coming across clear?
Are we coming across fine?
Are we part of the plan here?
Are we having the time of our lives?
Are we coming across clear?
Are we coming across fine?
Are we having the time of our lives?
Are we part of the plan here?

We have the driver and time on our hands
One little room and the biggest of plans.
The days were shaping up,
Frosty and bright.
Perfect weather to fly.

Perfect weather to fly.

Pounding the streets where my fathers feet still
Ring from the walls,
we'd sing in the doorways,
or bicker and row
Just figuring how we were wired inside
Perfect weather to fly.

So in looking to stray from the line
we decided instead
we should pull out the thread that was
stitching us into this tapestry vile,
And why wouldn't you try?
Perfect weather to fly.

We have the driver and time on our hands
One little room and the biggest of plans.
The days were shaping up,
Frosty and bright.
Perfect weather to fly.

Perfect weather to fly.

Pounding the streets where my fathers feet still
Ring from the walls,
we'd sing in the doorways,
or bicker and row
Just figuring how we were wired inside
Perfect weather to fly.

So in looking to stray from the line
we decided instead
we should pull out the thread that was
stitching us into this tapestry vile,
And why wouldn't you try?
Perfect weather to fly.