在結束了
婚姻生活之後.我曾接受了一個雖然小我兩歲.卻為了打開我心防.
讓我重拾愛的能力而努力的男孩

       甜蜜和幸福是不可或缺的.

          否則就不會有失去後的傷痛欲絕!

　  和多數情人分開的結局不同的是
   
--從此天人永隔的我們--什麼都不再有可能了!


　　　沒有誰能夠永遠留誰在自己身邊

         即使曾經是互為空氣般那麼的緊密不可分也沒例外!

　　　  當這段緣份盡了.呼天搶地的哀嚎.傷痛欲絕的哭喊-------
              都無法改變既成的定局呀！

 
                  然而殘酷的事實一旦活生生地發生在自己身上
                 卻只能看破-------始終無法看開!
                  只因~這是我們傾盡ㄧ切心力去經營呵護的一份愛啊~~


          事發 至今即便已歷時9年.
           我 仍杵著空軀殼一副
        僅靠和他的回憶點滴在支撐著.

 
           只因在奔到醫院見到他的遺體那一刻.


            我的靈魂也隨著他漸退的餘溫驟逝了!

 

親愛的保羅!
 你知道嗎?
 這個天大的遺憾
 一直在我心裡
 從未遞減
  反倒像腫瘤般
   與日俱增地壯大漫延
     對你的思念更甚是啊!!! 



Un-break My Heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
 When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
MY heart

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on